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i know i have a lot of watchers who don't really talk to me and stuff.

i just wanna say you don't have to be afraid to talk to me, i'm just a normal person like you guys, and i want to get to know each and every single one of you. and i love you all, thank you for being so supportive. if it wasn't obvious by some of my previous journals, i have a bit of an inferiority complex that has to do with my art and talent. i just don't,, i don't,,, i can't explain it. i'm never satisfied with my art, and i spend hours on it and it really doesn't get much recognition or stuff-? and i just get discouraged and stuff and sometimes even jealous when i see other people getting so much attention and love (both here and on tumblr), and it makes me feel like i'm not good enough, or i'll never be good enough. same with my art, it makes me feel downgraded and it makes me feel like shit i guess-? ik i've improved so much over the last year (go look at my art summary), but i'm still not satisfied. i feel the need to always get better, and i'm kinda rushing myself and pushing myself, and it's affecting my moods and my grades; i snap at my mom whenever she comes in my room and asks me to do shit when im in the middle of drawing, and i sound kinda rude when i get interrupted too. so i know my mom is upset about that, but my dad has been kinda understanding bc he knows she can be annoying and overbearing at times lmao- i need some time to myself.

but like mark said, you have to keep working, even if you see someone who's made it farther than you. right?
so i'll keep drawing, so much as long as even just one person likes my art and wants to see me keep drawing. <33

and don't be afraid to talk to me ooc as an artist or admin, my main is Umbrony, and if you have something important to talk about, you can drop a comment there, or here on this profile, or even add me on skype or send me an ask on tumblr, even if it is anonymous. i want everyone to be happy, and it flatters me that anyone even likes me or my art. u v u

thank you for the overwhelming support, and i love you all. ♡
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XENDRAENYX's avatar
xander.
i know i commented on another journal of yours but
i just wanted to reiterate that you're a great artist
[[ writes a massive 6 page essay about how awesome people like you are ]]
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